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[Apr. 2nd, 2006|06:49 pm] |
I wonder how many years livejournal.com will be around for... and I'll be able to access my old journal entries and what not... This here is the end of the line for online journaling for Clayton, though... I'm going to keep it up because this shit has been around since summer before senior year. Yes, I know, A complete turn around from last evening...but in the immortal words of Frosty the Snowman, "I'll be back again someday", but not for a long while, and not as Claytum. Just as the world is becoming increasingly fascinated by "retro" things, I am going to strictly reserve myself to the archaic practice of penmanship (with a few late night visits to MS Word, of course) mostly to improve my crappy handwriting. Gotta start somewhere... again and again. (and again)
-Fin (Lolz) |
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[Apr. 1st, 2006|11:34 pm] |
So... how long has it been? A long time. Every other second I feel crazy even though there's no reason for me to feel that way. How I love being the proud owner of a panic disorder. I'm being especially candid because I realize how important it is to let my problems break through the wall of ice that embodies my emotional inhibitions. I keep offline journals now so I can write until I understand things, and then as a result of putting the very very personal problems in my head into perspective, hope for a better day the next day. It's really the luck of the draw... and today, although beautiful was one of those draws that leaps up out of the drawing hat and bites you to death. At present I'm putting off an essay on Herodotus' History of the Persian war... due monday... I don't know... I'd say I'm being a bad student, but for the past few weeks I've been putting off all sorts of things, and I am even more likely to get a 4.0 this semester as a result. A's are pretty much a given nowadays for Clayton I guess.
</p> I put a lot of hope in academics last semester hoping that they would bring me satisfaction... as a result of my wannabe study geek, I've just pretty much learned how to study to the point to where I dont need to study after classes, and I just study in between them when needed. It's a proven works like a charm... and I still feel empty, and I still feel the need to prove something to myself. I don't think what I need to prove involves academics anymore. I like school, and I'd better like it, because Ill be in it for the next ten years or so probably until you all have to refer to me as Doctor Lambert while I sit on my throne shouting orders to the peons of the world (the museum world that is)... but I feel like I need to justify my existence by doing something that people can appreciate, and the need for that justification has been causing me a lot of problems since last summer. The fear of not justifying it has caused even more. I'm not broken, Im just not brand new. I don't know if anyone reads this, I know I'm very private normally, but I need to let myself feel and let myself dream... in public. A selfish, voyeur of emotions...of sorts. GET IT? |
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[Mar. 27th, 2006|07:50 pm] |
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Three hour nap after yoga: it's the breakfast of champions. Even though I've grown to hate taking naps, I think I might have needed that one. |
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[Mar. 16th, 2006|04:47 pm] |
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College is hilarious... I thought I failed my last bio anth test and I got a 93 on it, whereas the median grade was a 75. I studied for it in between classes! Why is it that all the bullshitting I did in high school never seemed to work, and yet now, after I'd supposedly stopped slacking, Im rewarded for relapsing? Wonders never cease. |
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[Mar. 15th, 2006|11:14 pm] |
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I don't know what's wrong with me. |
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[Mar. 14th, 2006|06:47 pm] |
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Herodotus is the best sleep aid money can buy... and yet, he knows his guff about guff. |
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[Mar. 13th, 2006|08:26 pm] |
Hey there all you hip Frat guys and Sorority girls! Think Greek Life is fun?! Well just wait until you try Greek 305: History of ancient Greece. More reading than you can shake your stick at/ ride the D..at!
This message brought to you by Clayton S. Lambert inc, who probably wont be seeing daylight for the next 72 hours... |
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[Mar. 12th, 2006|10:43 pm] |
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By God I've found it! |
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[Mar. 11th, 2006|10:03 pm] |
"Life's not fair, isn't it? You see, I, on my end, will never be king...and you...shall never see the light of another day...Adieu..."
- Scar |
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[Mar. 11th, 2006|06:36 pm] |
Life is full of dumb mistakes... But convincing a random guy named Josh that a Jaw harp is an orchestrial instrument, and that you were a child prodigy at playing it, and then finally proceeding to fabricate a long list of stories about your worldly exploits as a prodigal jaw harpist, is certainly not one of them. Until we meet again!
-C |
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[Mar. 8th, 2006|11:31 am] |
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This is the greatest day in the history of Clayton Lambert! That's what I'll just keep telling myself until I force myself to fall sleep. |
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[Feb. 26th, 2006|01:49 pm] |
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Wikipedia is my best friend. I love how it never gets tired of me wanting to know things. |
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[Feb. 13th, 2006|04:34 pm] |
I really think one of the key things Im missing in bowling green is dependability. In other news I saw some guy bleeding all over the place today in one of the food courts... It was very sanitary. I think I might have even stepped in a bit of it. |
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[Dec. 6th, 2005|02:58 pm] |
I think my Human Geography teacher is very ill.
He's no spring chicken, and he's a diabetic. He didnt show up at class today, and no one knew where he was.
I hope he makes it back so that the fuckers who were laughing about the possibility of him dying today can keep their shit grades. |
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| WKU housing/residence life survey |
[Dec. 6th, 2005|12:41 pm] |
Tell us about you.
Gender: Male
Age:17
Classification: Freshman
Hometown Population: 50,000+
Ethnicity: White
Home State: Kentucky
If you are not originally from the United States of America, please enter the name of your home country.
Current Residence Hall Assignment: Barnes
How many semesters have you been living in the residence halls? One.
Does living in the residence hall meet your expectations? No.
In what areas does housing meet your expectations?
In providing basic services, such as electricity, internet, and cooking areas, the dorms have been... consistant.
In what areas does housing not meet your expectations?
People do not respect the dorms. There have been numerous occasions where I've had to decide which bathroom stall was least revolting... It isnt the staffs fault during the week, but people simply dont clean up after themselves, which should be stressed in close living quarters, so we can all avoid the rebirth of smallpox, and a reoccurance of smallpox. The weekends are particularly bad because no one cleans up the mess until the next monday. Just last weekend, there was feces on the floor of the bathroom, and vomit in one of the elevators. For the price of the dorm, I find this to be unacceptable.
Secondly, study accommodations are an absolute joke. The "study room" is literally a windowpane away from the most populated place in the dorm area, between barnes and bemis, and not soundproof at all. I don't like feeling as if my money is going towards a joke of an education, which is how I feel when I have to sit in a study room before a test and listen to Jimbo talk to Nancy sue about how he was so wasted that he threw up all over the elevator, and shit on the floor in the bathroom.
Do you feel informed of all the services offered in the residence halls? Yes.
Are you satisfied with the services provided in your residence hall? No
If you answered "no" above, with which services are you unsatisfied?
Like I said above... The study room was terrible, and the bathrooms/elevators are filthy. It's no wonder you had a TB outbreak.
What services would you like to see offered in your residence hall?
Cleanliness, and a real study room that makes me feel like Im a student in college, and not at a summer camp for drunk hillbillies.
How many residence hall programs/activities have you attended? 1-4
Do you personally think that programming was beneficial to you? yes
Explain: Met people
Did residence hall policies play a role in your decision to stay in the residence halls? No
If you answered "yes" above, with which policies do you most agree?
If you answered "yes" above, with which policies do you most disagree?
Why did you decide to live on campus?
Convenience
Roommate
Cost effective
How do you feel about living on campus?
I think the dorm is a lot better than Keen, but is a complete trash heep as far as educational services... which are nonexistant. If I wanted to do what the dorms offer, which is shitting in the corners of bathrooms, and getting wasted off of fermented grape juice, I could get thrown in a minimum security prison for FREE... Perhaps I'd even get to meet The CEO of Enron, or Martha Stewart's ex cell-mate. Definitely better than finding out that your Universities most esteemed graduate is Lex Luther from Smallville. |
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[Nov. 19th, 2005|10:46 pm] |
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:-(. I feel like saying to hell with it and then crawling into a crack pipe. |
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